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Magical moment

Dunno y..but for some reason..today i felt lot calm inside. Even the normal agitation of happiness was subsided. As if my task is complete. Vantha vela mudinjathu..u can leave now nu yaro solra mathiri oru feeling. Sense of fullfilment. For a brief while my mind was totally elsewhere and sudden brake by the driver brought me back. I was listening to some song..an ilayaraja masterpeice..ear fone maatikitu was so intently hearing that song..that..for a moment..i can hear nothing but that song. No traffic snarls..honking horns..dust..mud smoke mix..boiling heat outside. Everything was forgotten for those few minutes. Have heard that song a thousand times before. And today i was not even that much concentrating on the song. I could hardly hear the lyrics. But something pushed my mind into that realm. Romba differentana oru feeling. Onnumay yosikamma oru rendu nimisham. Totally devoid of thoughts, yet conscious at the same time. All throughout the journey back, mind was trying to revisit that situation. But couldnt.

What was the triggernu i have no clue. Would be interesting to know if anyone else felt this way sometime in their life!!! Or am i the crazy one :D
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RS said…
You used the right words to describe the feeling, Gilse! I don't know if such moments can be described at all-have tried several times, only failed(as usual). I used to have such moments quite often, but when I try desperately with my conscious self, I have failed. A complete peace(which I don't even know to name). It's like a secured feeling, something like I have nothing else to do, and things are taken care of....ennavo...
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Ramesh said…
Gilsu - what was the song ?? Can understand the magical feeling as your comments yesterday have been masterful; was wondering what triggered your top form.

May the thalaivar have many more such magical moments.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
G3 said…
Enna paatunnu kadaisi varai sollamalae vittuputeengalae !!!!

Oru vela adhu romantic songa irundhirundha innikku aapisla story come truenu oru incident nadandhudhunu sonnengalae.. adhu reasona irukkalaamo ;)))
Thursday, May 13, 2010
lostworld said…
Ahaaa.. Ooooh what was the song gils .. lemme guess 'Yen iniya pon nilave'???? Heeee ;-D
Thursday, May 13, 2010
RamNarayanS said…
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
RamNarayanS said…
There must have been a trigger for that 'almost blanking out' peaceful feeling. G3 yedho solluraanga, nalladhu nadakkattum. :)
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Swaram said…
Hmm .. I agree with RS. HV hd this feeling sometimes, but hv never been able to put it in words :D
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Unknown said…
Mind somewhere else.. Task complete peelingsu... End of bachelorhood?
Thursday, May 13, 2010
ambulisamma said…
hiyayo evar nalla dhane irundhar,evarukku enna aachu?
G3 neenga eppavume podi veche pesareenga.pattunnu vishayatha pottu udainga.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Karthik Lollu said…
Love vandaale inda pasanga ipdi thaan.. suthi irukardu eduvume theriyaadu.. appadiye rakka katti parakkura maadiri oru feelings thaan
Thursday, May 13, 2010
gils said…
//It's like a secured feeling, something like I have nothing else to do, and things are taken care of....ennavo...//

chaancela aathivasi...ungala pathi nenachaalay enaku thirukural thaan nyabgam varuthu...rendu adi irunthaalum evlo deep meaning :D :D
Friday, May 14, 2010
gils said…
// what was the song ?? /

:) more than the song..i think my mind conjured up something for me :D :D keta paatu thaan
Friday, May 14, 2010
Anonymous said…
//innikku aapisla story come truenu oru incident nadandhudhunu sonnengalae..//

aniyaya memorynga ungaluku..theory of relativetti na ithaan :D
Friday, May 14, 2010
gils said…
//lemme guess 'Yen iniya pon nilave'???? //

will u believe if i say yes :D :D

//There must have been a trigger for that 'almost blanking out' peaceful feeling. //

not necessary sire :D :D my mind goes into weird areas quite often..but i dont remember those incidents as vividly as this one
Friday, May 14, 2010
gils said…
//HV hd this feeling sometimes, but hv never been able to put it in ///

ooh is it?? try once na..wud b interesting


//Mind somewhere else.. Task complete peelingsu... End of bachelorhood?
//

chaancela kuruvi...kalakareenga..
Friday, May 14, 2010
gils said…
//hiyayo evar nalla dhane irundhar,evarukku enna aachu?//

hehehe

//G3 neenga eppavume podi veche pesareenga.pattunnu vishayatha pottu udainga.
//

avanga epovumay apdi thaan baaas
Friday, May 14, 2010
gils said…
//Love vandaale inda pasanga ipdi thaan.. suthi irukardu eduvume theriyaadu.. appadiye rakka katti parakkura maadiri oru feelings thaan

//

raaasa...epdi raasa ithelaam
Friday, May 14, 2010
R-ambam said…
that place is called cloud nine..!
Friday, May 14, 2010
gils said…
:) cloud number one was coming knocking on my door :D :D ...something was wrong upon cloud number nine :D
Sunday, May 16, 2010
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