Dunno y..but for some reason..today i felt lot calm inside. Even the normal agitation of happiness was subsided. As if my task is complete. Vantha vela mudinjathu..u can leave now nu yaro solra mathiri oru feeling. Sense of fullfilment. For a brief while my mind was totally elsewhere and sudden brake by the driver brought me back. I was listening to some song..an ilayaraja masterpeice..ear fone maatikitu was so intently hearing that song..that..for a moment..i can hear nothing but that song. No traffic snarls..honking horns..dust..mud smoke mix..boiling heat outside. Everything was forgotten for those few minutes. Have heard that song a thousand times before. And today i was not even that much concentrating on the song. I could hardly hear the lyrics. But something pushed my mind into that realm. Romba differentana oru feeling. Onnumay yosikamma oru rendu nimisham. Totally devoid of thoughts, yet conscious at the same time. All throughout the journey back, mind was trying to revisit that situation. But couldnt.
What was the triggernu i have no clue. Would be interesting to know if anyone else felt this way sometime in their life!!! Or am i the crazy one :D
What was the triggernu i have no clue. Would be interesting to know if anyone else felt this way sometime in their life!!! Or am i the crazy one :D
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May the thalaivar have many more such magical moments.
Oru vela adhu romantic songa irundhirundha innikku aapisla story come truenu oru incident nadandhudhunu sonnengalae.. adhu reasona irukkalaamo ;)))
G3 neenga eppavume podi veche pesareenga.pattunnu vishayatha pottu udainga.
chaancela aathivasi...ungala pathi nenachaalay enaku thirukural thaan nyabgam varuthu...rendu adi irunthaalum evlo deep meaning :D :D
:) more than the song..i think my mind conjured up something for me :D :D keta paatu thaan
aniyaya memorynga ungaluku..theory of relativetti na ithaan :D
will u believe if i say yes :D :D
//There must have been a trigger for that 'almost blanking out' peaceful feeling. //
not necessary sire :D :D my mind goes into weird areas quite often..but i dont remember those incidents as vividly as this one
ooh is it?? try once na..wud b interesting
//Mind somewhere else.. Task complete peelingsu... End of bachelorhood?
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chaancela kuruvi...kalakareenga..
hehehe
//G3 neenga eppavume podi veche pesareenga.pattunnu vishayatha pottu udainga.
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avanga epovumay apdi thaan baaas
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raaasa...epdi raasa ithelaam