Thursday, May 28, 2009

Ninaipathelaam nadanthuvitaal....

"Prayaanigalin gavanathirku..vandi en aaaru..irandu..etuu..moondru...aaravathu
paltformil irunthu purappada thayaaraga irukirathu..krupaya dhyaan..."

oliperukkiyil rayilin varugai patria arivippu nadanthukondirunthathu.

"ticketlam eduthukitiyada..."
"umm"
"check paniko"
"elaam panniyachu"
"inoru thadava paaru..engayachum vachu miss aagida porathu..pocketla vachuko..TTR
vanthu kekrapo muzhikkapora"
"yenpaa kadupethara..naan ena chinna kuzhandhaia..elam badhrama thaan vachiruken"
Oru nodiyil appavin mugathil varutha regai padarnthu marainthathu.
"kovichikaathada. Evlo vayasaanlum Nee inum enaku kuzhandhai thaan. Nallathuku
thana solren"
"itha onnu solliye emaathiru"
"Kudika thanni irukka..ila vaangitu varataa"
"aiyo appa..ithuku thaan una vara venaam sonen..naan enna seemaika poren..tho iruku
bombay..inga yeri ukkantha anga eraki vida poraan..nee yen kedanthu alatikara..pesaama ukkaru..ilaati kaala nerathuku aathuku kelambu. Late aagarathu
paar..amma kavala pada pora"
"seri seri..naan onum solalapa..hmmm..baasha theriatha oor..saapatukelam ena pana porio nenacha thaan kavalaiya iruku. Poi eranginathum enaku oru missed call kuduthura kanna..appava kavalapada vaikatha"
"aio..naan ena chinna kuzhandaiyaa..enamo school paiyana anupara mathiri stationuku
vanthu azhuthu galaata panrel. Naan ipo pogata venama"
"auchcho..nee poratha pathi onum solalapa..vela thaan mukiyam. Athaana soru
podarathu..poitu seekrama veeta paaru..nangalum vanthirom"
"ithelam solanumaapa..poitu athaan mudhal velai..enaku matum ungala vitutu porathu
pudichiruka..enna panrathu..vidhi..inga poi tholaiyanumnu iruku"
"apdilam abasagunama pesatha..ellam nalathukuthaanu nenachuko..daily kaathala
kannula muzhikarathukaaga vachirupiye unkudavay..oru pullayaar foto ..atha
suitcase kulla vachiruken..enda...kaila kaasulam irukonno"
"irukupa..atm card vachiruken..pora vazhila engayachum theva patta
eduthukaren"
"paathuda..badhram..ipolam carda thriduitu poitu kathhiya kaati merati antha
pinnumberaamay athelam vangitu poidralam..nethu kooda paperla news paathen.enga ponalum thania pogatha..mosaamaana ooru athu"
"athelam naan paathukaren..nee mathirailaam ozhunga potuko..aaidhuthu solitu vaangikaama irukatha...vellikezhamai amma checkup poganum..maranthiratha"
"athaan naan irukeneda..naan paathu kootitu poren"
"appa..unakum thaan..chumma kavalapatukitu irukatha..nan poitu fone panren..train
kelamba porathu..naan bagellam eduthu ulla vachikaren..nee ipo kelambu"
"Badhrama poitu vaapa" endru kann kalangiyavaaray vidai anuppi vaithaar.
Anaithaiyum vedikkai paarthavaray, iranthu pona than thanthaiyain ninaivugal
kanneraai kannil mutta..compartmentinul yerinaaan Ram.

P.S: Dedicated to all dads

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Book tag

Ithoda naalavathu tag on books nenakren enaku..still enoy writing about them :)

One book that changed my life:

Differential/integral calculus by balagurusamy :D sathyamaa solern..it literally changed my life. Enaku ennai introduce panni vacha book. It gave me my identity. Had it not been for those 4 months i spent with this book..en life edaagudamaa maatirukum.

The book you have read more than once:

I read all the books more than once. First time padikarathu meyloatamaa fasta padichiruven. Second time will enjoy the nuances and read it slowly. Third time to enjoy the language and some sections which i might have skipped in second reading. Ipdiye multiple times i read. Athuvum pudichi poachuna i always try to get a copy of it and read my favourite section of that book again and again.

One book you would want on dessert island:

Dessert island?? interesting :))
Apdinu specifica ethuvum ila. Any racy thriller novel or comics or mythology stories or magazines will do.

One book that made you laugh:

hmm..archiesla jughead sections romba pudikum. Readers digestla vara joke sections..vikatan kumudamla vara jokesnu ipdi thani thania pudikum. As a book i am yet to come across something which is funny. hmm.."Whatever i need to know i learned in kintergarden" was the closest to being a funny book for me.


One book that made me cry:

??apdi oru bookum ila..sogama feel pannathuna..sivakaamiyin sabadham padichi konjam feel aachu for that loosu sivakami. mathabadi book padichi cryingna..athu iskoola computer science/chemisty/physics book padichapo thaan :)

One book you wish you had written:

All my favourite novels..especially jeffrey archer, robin cook and sheldon novels..infact some of my story posts are actually inspired by their stories.

One book that you wish had never been written:

My schoolbooks..especially the ones written by yuradov or some russian for physics and Tata mcgrawhill and comprehensive books for chemistry..YUCK..hate them.

One book you are currently reading:

hmm..peoplesoft related functional module books :D ..latesta padichathu Sujathaovda "Anithaavin kaadhalgal"..guess it must have been written decades back. Antha theme ipo padikarapo semma normala iruku..maybe at that time it was revolutionary.

One book you have been meaning to read:

one illa..all the books of sujatha..thuppariyum saambu book is one which i almost had a chance to read and missed..athey pola Devan, marina ivangaloda books padikanum.


Yaara maati vidrathu :)) hmm..saga kk, siragughal divyarpiya, carpe diem (just to see how many matches for this tag :D ) and R-ambam (for the sheer fun of it :D )

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Ooruku ubadesam??

Kadamaiyai sei ... palanai ethiraapaaraathey...embutu easya solidrangapa. Nejathula follow panna evlo kashtama iruku. Result, adhuvum positive result, ethir paakaama ethachum vela seiya mudiyuma? En manasarinju ennaala mudiathupa. If at all i do something without bothering about result it would be halfhearted and would be of something i dont care much about. Aana any self help book or motivation theory u read end result is always towards detachment. Dont dwelve too much into anything. Athan main themea iruku. But what about passion. Being passionate drives you into doing things illaya. Without getting involved and without looking at the result how can one still be passionate in what he does?? may be thats where the learning is. All is well that ends well nu thaan solirukanga. Aana ethu endingnu yar decide panrathu?? Nallathaa nadanthuchuna ithu apply aagum. Apdi nallathu nadakalaina? its never endinga?? Inthe kelvikelam oru mudivay kedaiaathu nenakren. Still the search is never ending.....

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Nigazhkaalam - Present"tense"

கைதொடு தொலைவினில்
கரை தெரிந்தாலும்
நுரையாய் கரையும்
அலையாய் நான்

தோற்க தோற்க
திரும்பவும் எழுவேன்
சீறி பாய்ந்தால்
வெள்ளமாவேன்

திரைகடலோடி
திரவியம் தேட வந்தவன்
தரையை தாரை வார்த்தால் தான்
பயணம் புறப்படும்

நீர் நிர்ணயிப்பதே கரை
நாம் நிர்ணயிப்பதே வாழ்க்கை
நாளைய விடியல்
நமக்கே என்றென்னி
இன்றைய இரவினை
கடந்திடுவோம்

சோர்ந்து போகாமல்
சேர்ந்து போகும்
அலைகளை
கூர்ந்து நோக்கினால்
வெற்றி விடை பெறுவீர் வாழ்விலே

p.s: kavithai ennuthu..aana ithai type pannathu g3nu naan sollamaaten

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

End of an era

Though not an ardent fan or follower, yesterdays news of Prabakaran's death was really shocking. Kathi eduthavanuku kathiyaala thaan saavu thirumbavum prove aagidichi. Entha oru theervukum thuppaaki thukaratho vanmuraiyo theervaagaathungarathu is getting proved again and again. Still people dont believe in the power of nonviolence. Pesi theerka mudiatha vishayamnu onumay iruka mudiatha poathu individual egoes and moments of passionla edukara decisionsnala evlo izhappu..evlo setham.

Che guvera pathi kelvi patrukom. Vera oorkararngarathala avar mela avlo eedubaadu varala. Mathabadi poraali sonna udanay namaku udanay nyabagam vara aalna athu Prabarakarana thaan irukum. Aayiram thaan avar kaiyaanda vidhangala pathi sonalum, thani thamizh naadu onnu uruvaga avar patrukara kashtamlam nenacha aacharyamavum bramipavum iruku.

Oru sagaaptham mudivadainjiruku. Avanga maraivikuaprumachum niranthara amaithi antha oorla nilavina athuvay avanga vetria irukum.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Vaazhkkai enum odam...vazhangugindra paadam

En iniya blog makkalay..ungal paasathukuria gils..cycle gapla kada vettings here. Erkanavay mangalam paadina mathri..kadai moodinathu almost confirmed. Inga net irunthalum kadaiya munna pola nadatharathulam romba kushtam.

Appaala matter ennana..ooru vitu ooru vanthachu. Vantha annikay boogambams started. Endaa vanthom epodaa thirumba po poromnu ovoru nimishamum yengitrukara nilamai. Missing home terribly. I hate this place. Aana vera vazhi illa. Like all bad things and good things, hope this too shall pass.

Oru vithathula paatha ithu naaana thedikita oru life. Raja mathiri iruntha edatha vitutu..illa.. enaku change venumnu ketu thedikita oru life ithu. I wanted growth and more opportunities. Veli ulagatha paakarathukaga zoo vitu velila vantha animal mathiri iruku en nelamai (madagaskar paatha epect teriuthu la :D ). In my previous project, that is 2 years back, we were all royalties. Perusa kazhatra vela onum ilanalum athu oru chinna pond. Suthi suthi athey velai..athey mugangal..not much growth. Angenthu velila varanum..vidhyasaama ethacuhm pananumnu solitu vantha edam thaan ithu. Ippo athuvay villangamaa iruku. (Itha pathi antha samayathula poata post http://supershanki.blogspot.com/2008/03/gils-catch-22.html..ipo padichi paatha kan munadi cinema mathiri oduthu..hmmmm)

Aana ipdilam nadakumnu ethirpaathathuthaan. Ivlo mosama irukumnugarathu realise panala. Army man mathiri poga solra postingku poga readya irukanum. Nirantharamatra naadodi vaazhkai. Enna vida kashtapadra makkalaam paathu manasa thethikaratha ila nalla edatha vitutu ipdi maatikitomay nenachu feel panratha theriama mulichitruken. Whatever..if i can come out of this successfully..nothing like it. Kadavul puniyathula apdi nadantha nalla irukum. paapom..aduthu epo polamba varuven therila..so till then..bye folks :) take care and be good.

Monday, May 04, 2009

Tagged

kadisi padam..ithoda retire aagarennu solitu..inum act panitrukara actors kanakka..kadisi post getting extended by one more :D Irukara konja naalula oru tagla maati ututaanga..Carpe diem..nallarunga madam..
Namala pathi 25 point solanuma..terinju enna pana poreenga therila....aduvum 25 point enna pathi solanumaam!!! 2.5 points thetharathay kushtam...mudinja varaikum fill panren :)

1. Me a meejic freak..neria posts meejic pathi potrukarathulenthay guess panirupeenga..entha baasha..entha oor meejicnalum kepen..no paarapatcham. Adhuvum lyrics nalla irunthu pudichi poachuna..epdiyachum download paniduven or cd vangiduven. Verithanamaana iasi rasigan. favouirte instrument guitar and soft rock songs:) most of the famous songs with guitar interludes will be in my playlist.

2. "Poroda thingara maatuku pudingi poata aagathu" kanakka..en playlistla enta irukara athana songum irukum. Shuffle poatutu kepen :) onnu rendu song matum load panni keta etho miss agara mathiri irukum

3. Athey pola movie freak. ekkachakkama padam paapen. Mostly ella new moviesum pathiruven. Infact intha blog aarambichathay movie and meejic reviews poda thaan :)

4. Stamp/coins/currencies collect panrathula romba ishtam :) college varaikum interesta panitrunthen..ipo touch vitu poachu. still chance kedakarapolaam collection upgrade panna try panuven.

5. Books..itha pathi thania postay potruken. print adichi kudutha etha venumnalum padipen. very fond of reading.
(huh..ithukullaaraye nora thalluthay)

6. oor suthings romba pudikum..aana travel pudikathu..harry potter..startreklaam vara mathiri enga ponum nenakreno anga soiiinngnu poi nikanum thonum..i hate travelling by any vehicle..sick of that.

7. gym..my fav place :) workout panrathuna usiru..

8. schooldaysla kannaapinnaaanu kovam varum..highly short tempered and semma sensitive..athey samayathula vantha speedla kovam poidum...

9. me a dreamer from childhood...neria day dreams..fantasy :) elathulayum naan thaan super hero :D superman spidermannu oruthar vidama ella rolesum nanay play pannuven :D ipo antha movieslam tvla paatha naan adicha koothelam nenaivuku varum :D

(huh..mudialaa...hmm..vera enna solrathu..sila pala peculiar habits iruku..)

10. naan fonela pesarachay..usuala pesaratha vida..semma low voicela pesuven..mostly "inaudible..please speak loudly" nu comment varum..voice raise panna maten. very conscious of people around me..sathama pesina disturb aagum solitu romba meduva pesuven..

11. enakum symmetrykum sambandhamay ila :) i cant draw even two similar looking straight lines..schoola drawing classla padaatha paadu patruken. thangaiye theivamnu kalula uzhunthuruven. unlike me she is a class artist..supera varaiva.

12. senthil oru padathula "leg daada"nu oru role panirupar. enga avar kaala vachalum athu velangama poodum..enaku nanay leg dada :) most unlucky. practicals irukarathulaye tuffana questionna athu kandipa enaku thaan varum. it continues to this day..ethunachum option iruntha athula worst case enaka thaan irukumngarathu proven truth :D

13. shoe paithiyam :D en kita irukara shoe count padi naan ettukaal poochia poranthirukanum :D avlo shoes..crazy about them.

14. history romba pudikum..historical novels inum romba pudikum.

15. i love languages..latin athuvum romba romba pudikum. athula irukara nalla nalla quoteslam usuala en footer ila signaturela irukum :)

16. i hate pets...thoorakenthu vedikka paaka ok..and forwardsla vara fotos paaka ok..mathabadi..valarkara idealam suthama kedayathu..infact entha friend veetuku poratha irunthalum..avana thavira vera dog avanga veetla valakarangalanu ketukitu than porathu.

17. invariably..most of my shirts would be green in color or blue. Athu purposea panrathu ila..still whenever i go for purchase subconsciously i am dragged towards these two colours :) ipo konjam konjama try panni vera colors vaanga arambichiruken

18. i usually favour multiplicity. unaku enna color pudikum keta i would be stumped. i am for multi colours..antha antha samyathula vera vera colour favouritea irukum. last year it was black. ipo current favourite white :)

19. me a loner :) veeta vitu velila varathuna ther kelapara mathiri..but once outside it would be tough to get me in :D rendum extreme

20. school dayslenthu pazhakam. very strong scruples against swearing..

(uss...ebba...inum mudialaiya ithu)

21. saapattu item sweeto salto..ellamay konjam thookala irukanum :) enakagavay uppu dabba and sakkarai dabbava engamma thania tablea eduthu vachiruvanga :D:D avlo salt sethupen

22. i dont like people judging me..athey samayathula valia poitu opinions ketu ...pudichiruntha follow panuven

23. i treasure my friends..anytime anyplace and anything for them..my biggest fear is losing people i love and cherish.

24. ennoda favourite serialum FRIENDS thaan..i've soft copy of all the seasons..dvd vachiruken..transcripts iruku..friends trivia quiz mattum oru dozen iruku..crazy about them

25. ennoda never to be fullfilled ambition ennana singing :) bayapadatheenga...i am tooo wound up to even give it a try..still i always feel i could've been a singer :D


epppada...oru vazhia mudichaachu...ipo en turn to pazhi vangufy..hmm..yaaara mati udrathu..

1)Ramya Ramani :) kanakku teacher nalla count panunga..saria 25 point eluthanumaakum

2)Divya priya :) ivanga nalla naalulaye katha eluthuvanga..ivangala pathi elutahrathu easya thaan irukanum

3)Mega serial maga devi (also known as manasukul mathapu divya)

and whoever else feels free to get tagged :D