Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Kaathaadi manithargal

When i started blogging, i considered it as an alternate to diary writing for two reasons: one- ezhutharathuku avlo somberithanam and felt insecure with people poking nose into my polambals, which is heights of hypocisy considering all these posts are the very opposite of that intent and two - a kind of record for myself to read through at a later point in time, for i am very forgetful with life events and atleast whatever little i could keep track through these posts will trigger some memories. In short, you couldn't have ventured into a more narccissitic blog.

I've always had fear for unknown and still do, yet monotony scares me more. From the track of it, whenever i changed companies i've always had this confusion whether was i right with my decision. For in almost all cases, the trigger to quit was never because of job pressure or lack of satisfaction and sal hike has rarely been the reason. Infact, all the places from where i moved on had stabler environs, friendly teams, buddy managers and a relaxed job at the best. Still, oru stageku mela, bore aaiduthu. Differenta edachum pananum, adhey samayathula maasa maasam salaryum regulara varanum apdinu nool lenghthu ethaapola parakara pala kaathaadi manushangalla i am also one. E Pluribus Unum you see :) Enga poi sikkika porennu teriama kaathadikara pakkama parakka try pannalum, i want to root myself somewhere. Pona jenmathula pollen graina poranthirupen nenakren :)

Guess we are all like kites in many ways. Family, peers, society ipidi pala constraints determine the thread that holds us or limits the heights we can fly. Sila per, pull apart from all these constraints and get sikkified somewhere. Silar apdiye kaanamaiyum poidraanga. Silar parakkatha kaathadi mathiri ezhumbarathay illa. Replace kite with anything, life and people will still make a meaningful resemblance. Ivlo simplea explain panna koodia mattera irunthaalum, en vaazharathuku avlo kashtapada vendi irukku?? Kaathadikkay velicham.

Appalika meetaren. Varta :)

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Mike testing..1..2..3

Makkalay..yaavarum nalama.
Thirakkavay thirakaatha kadainu almost naanay decide pannirunthen. Not for want of ideas or time. Facebook has eaten up almost all of my free hours..which is quite a lot of time actually :) Solra karuthu karumaanthiramlaam angeye solidrathala athukapramum inga vanthu vada suda maavu missing.
Ippo post poda vanthathulenthay usual..i the kambeni changed. Enna kaetta, kekalainaalum solluven..still, five years once kambeni change pannikanum..ila atleast benchla konja naal irukanum. Projectla irukarapo..kooda irukara team members or at the worst/max saga employees kooda mattum thaan pesi pazhagara chance irukku. Benchla irukarapo thaan it gives a totally new meaning to people interaction. Naaliku enga entha projectla yaar kitta velaipaakanumo..entha oorla poduvaanongara bayam kalantha anticipation helps to gel relations. Aprum project senthu palanaal kazhichi paathukarapo..Boss engira baskaranla arrearls meet pannikara makku pasanga mathiri..."ohh..avara..he was my bench mate"nu perumaiya sollikalam paarunga. (Project assign aana makkalukku oru munnarivuppu. This is not a "chee chee intha pazham pulikkum post". When branded vetti officially..idle mind is blogspot's postshop)

Intha inbetween gap of silapala monthsla..Amma arrest aagi release aagi..India oru course thorthu mudichu thirumba jeikkavay aarambichidichi!!! Inimaylaachum konjam timelya mokka poda paakren.