Memories!! Weird things these are. Makes you feel happy n sad at the same time!! Was clearing my mailbox today. Came across so many mails which made me smile so much that i actually felt bad while deleting them. It made me realise how much i am going to miss all these people. Not that i am in direct touch with them 24 X 7. Still the thought that, they are reachable whenever i want to was always comforting. Even now, there is not going to be any change in that aspect. Still some lingering pain is there for reason unknown. May be familiarity breeds pain also..apart from contempt??!! Like people facing death who couldnt think of anything bad about anyone and only love for others, i cant think of any bad thing to console my mind that i am doing the right thing. Its the difficult choice of choosing between two bests. I hope i am doing the right thing, my heart says a loud Yes. Anyways..people around me have always set very high expectations for me to follow which i never would be is a different matter altogether. I've been given unconditional love and care and respect way beyond what i deserve which has sort of lulled me into a permanent state of sedationary comfort. It never hurts to be pampered isnt it :)
You bloggees have always been a major source of inspiration for me. I've been always amazed at the way in which most of you adjust to transformations and changes and still manage to come out smelling roses!! Hope i can manage something similar in my life too :) After today, not sure when i would be returning back to Blogging..if at all i do..will catch up with you all on the updates.
Till then..sayanora..adios..astlavista folks.