I've cribbed a million times on how unfair life is. How everytime when i try to move ahead making up my mind..something or other slips and causes everything to go haphazard and i am forced to make a new beginning everytime. When i had to move to Blore for the first time, leaving my family and friends behind in chennai ( ennamo chennai blore antartica america distanceanulaam kekapdaathu..first time moving out of the comforts of home..athu anubavicha than theriyum) i felt so bad that i was cursing everything and felt nothing worse could happen to me. Little did i know that, it was the beginning of the best phase of my life. The 5 years i spent there felt just like heaven. Then i had to move back to chennai due to an event which shook my life upside down and irreversibly changed it. As i was slowly coming to terms with my life in chennai another change. This time life throws me all the way to Mumbai and whatta beginning i had here.
As slowly days pass, i realise how lucky i've been. I stay here with a couple of guys who are my cousin's friends. Had it not been for these guys, it would have been a real struggle here. They really take good care of me :) yes..athennanu therla enga ponalum enaku oru rasi. Roomies supera set aagiduvanga :) really lucky that here also it continues. Suttu poataalum enaku samayal varaathunu day one itself they realised :) whenever they cook they prepare food for me also. Mudinja varaikum help panna try panuven. Aana it turns out more imsai than help for themngarathala moral supportoda niruthikka rasa nu solitanga :) so velilenthu aatharavu tharathu matum namma velai. Provisions and vegetables vaangrathoda my responsibilities isttooop :) Inga inum ethana naal potruko therila..but atlast things are settling a bit. Really grateful for that. Yosichi paatha it cud've been a lot worse. But to be honest i am lot better off considering many others who come and struggle here without a foothold. Venumgarathu kedaikutho ilayo..kedaikarathu nallaruku..athu varaikum kshemam thaan :)