Paartha nyabagam illaiyo...part 1

"How many times....i've simply lost count...too many such incidents...many a times i feel as if my life is one oversized DVD, in which all the incidents which i face in my daily life are already recorded and anytime i might just wake up from my Rip-Wan-Winklish slumber to find myself watching all this in some time machine sorta TV. Many incidents resemble each other so well that, when i encounter them i feel as if i already know that its going to happen in this way. ESPnulam katha vidala. But..take for example the Blogger meet which we had this weekend on Forum, Banglore. When i went into the PiZZa Hut and met those folks, i had a sudden feeling that i have been to the same place to have a similar such meeting before. Somehow this sorta feeling keep repeating for me. The meeting which we had, the things we discussed, everything looks so much like....umm...setpiece, as if i've already done these scenes before. Ditto with certain people. I get a feeling that i've met them before and know exactly what they like and how they wud react to certain situations. At times I feel so much like Jimcarrey in "The Truman Show", as if someone out there is watching what i am doing and all my actions. "

"Mr.Ram, you've signs of Paranoia. Its simply a mental thing. You get attached so much to certain places that they get registered in your subconscious and when you visit them again, your memories from the past and present overlap. Its a very common thing on people who are slightly on the sensitive side and mainly artists. Ipo namma music directorsey parungalen. backstreet boys songa tamizhla poatutu "inspired" nu simplea solidraanga. Nejamo poiyo , its a scientific thing. Dont worry. Relax. Engayachum hill station poitu vaanga. Nature is the best healer for these sort of things."

"Thanks doc."

Little did Ram knew that, its going to be one vacation he would never forget.

Comments

prithz said…
me first.. will read n come!
prithz said…
Ahaaaa... blogger meet ah??? Super!!!

And yeah, i too suffer from this symdrome.. infact, i am so crazy that, sometimes, when i smell some soap or powder, i begin to get back memories that as to wat i was doin then, where i was, who others were there wid me!! OMG, sometimes, it gets over my head that i forget where i am !!!

btw, 1st comment potuten.. i think its my first time in ur blog!! so, neenga s'pore varumbhoothu, bs icecream vaangi kodukanum.. okiva???
G3 said…
haha.. Oru english padam paatha effect :) [Onnumae puriyalangaradha thaan avlo descenta sonno maakkum :P]
gils said…
@prithz:
ungalukilaatha icecreama...sure sure..kandipa
@g3:
can i...ummm....no comments... :D :D
KK said…
Yenaku kooda asin partha pothu appadi oru feelings irunthuchu :)
I felt as if we knew each other since our previous birth it self :)
Yaarpa antha Mr.Ram?? seri neenga ithanaala than 1 week vacation yedutheengala??? ;)
prithz said…
btw, was my comment out here any bit relevant to the story u r tryin to tell??? or did i also see yeanglipiz movie like g3???
gils said…
@g3:
since u wer so eager to knw wat was my prev comment for u abt and since kk dint pick up the hint...well lemme clarify...ungala prithz kenainu oru postla thitenaangala...athai thaan maraimugamaga inga koorinen...kettu vaangikarathuna ithaan :D

@KK:
vaali effect kudukareenga anna...halo..ithu shtoryakum...apdiye naan play panalum doctor role thaan namaku...

@prithz:
this is teaser promo for (one of the many) mokkai stories i am planning...ithiliye ellathum solita epdi...swalpa wait maadi...aama iniki class kidayatha...bunka?
G3 said…
Dhrogi's of India. Enakku oru chance kedaikkamala poidum appo gavanichikkaren ungala.. :@
gils said…
@g3:
hehehe...arasiyalla idellam jagajam
golmaalgopal said…
u mean...i've got signs of paranoia too??? :-0 enakkum indha maadhiri thonum...not that i'm being watched....but already indha scene'ah naa paathurkene nu think pannuven...

and this is not confined to d places dat i visit often...sometimes even at new places with new ppl... :))

idho kelambiten kodaikanal'kku :))
Has to be me said…
Hey me too gets that sort of a feeling. But ippo ellam it has reduced drastically...i wonder y!
Ammam edhu enna build up for ur next post ah?
prithz said…
Ok ok... will wait for ur mokkai story.. :P

inniki 12pm lecture bunk pannitu, naalai exam ku padichindhen!!
KK said…
Cha chance miss pannitene... paravala Gils neenga sonna naan sonna maathiri than... G3 Can i... hehehehe :)
Gils anna inthanga chewing gum :)
Syam said…
gils attendance thaan ippo...will come back and read it :-)
itchingtowrite said…
will wait for part 2- is it coming soon? me too get this kind of feeling many times
gils said…
@golmaal:
ellamey namma kita thaan iruku..if u dwell in ur past too much...u miss the present...athukaaga u simply cant wipe it off...oru balance thaan... :D sigmund freud padipelo? id,ego superego...ithoda sandai thaan namma daily charactericstics....atleast i feel it this way...

@htbm:
hehehe...ellam oru vilambaram thaan

@prithz:

chamataha exam padikalam leave podra...enna mathiriye padikama blog adichindum iruka..u ivlo nalla ponna... ;)
gils said…
@kk:
chewing gumma....anna...roban mix pannida poraanga...ushaaar....

@syam:
wat notaamai....aal esc? ootla home minister strict ordera? oru naliku not more than one commentnu ;)

@itw:
yup....part two running in my mind....will dload it to post soon
Syam said…
//i had a sudden feeling that i have been to the same place to have a similar such meeting before. Somehow this sorta feeling keep repeating for me//

I too....aana ithuku ellam science maths,history geography irukaa..
:-)
gils said…
yesss not aamai...it makes interesting reading...ilati..psycologynu oru departmentay irukaathey...

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